about me

interests

animanga

beastars, black lagoon, chainsaw man, chobits, cyberpunk: edgerunners, death note, demon slayer, elfen lied, fruits basket, haruhi suzumiya, hunter x hunter, initial d, neon genesis evangelion, nurse witch komugi, one piece ouran high school host club, panty & stocking with garterbelt, puella magi madoka magica, sailor moon, serial experiments lain, tokyo mew mew

television

a series of unfortunate events, big brother, care bears, criminal minds, degrassi: the next generation, degrassi: next class, the end of the f***ing world, euphoria, the fosters, good trouble, heartbreak high (2022), julie and the phantoms, my little pony (g1 - g4), ned's declassified school survival guide, the queen's gambit, rupaul's drag race, superstore, the tribe

cinema

a goofy movie (1995), american psycho (2000), a series of unfortunate events (2004), better watch out (2017), barbie movies (2001 - present), the chipmunk adventure (1987), disney's descendants (2015 - 2019), diary of a wimpy kid (2010 - 2012), do not reply (2019), the edge of seventeen (2016), the hunger games (2012 - 2015), lisa frankenstein (2024), the little rascals (1922 - 1944 and 1994), problem child (1990 - 1991), the sandlot (1993), spy (2015), teeth (2007), totally killer (2023)

gaming

ace attorney, adventurequest, animal crossing, bloons td, cattails, coffee talk, craftopia, danganronpa, diablo, disney dreamlight valley, doki doki literature club, genshin impact, hypnospace outlaw, life is strange, mabinogi, muse dash, my fluffy life, needy streamer overload, neopets, nintendo consoles and homebrew, overwatch 2, papers please, pokemon, psp/ps vita homebrew, rainbow six extraction, rainbow six siege, the sims, spyro, stardew valley, subeta, toontown, webkinz, what remains of edith finch

musicians

björk, say anything, nicole dollanganger, mitski, fall out boy, eminem, lil peep, britney spears, jasiah, jack off jill, kittie, gorillaz, linkin park, lily allen, deftones, lil bo weep, flower face, evanescence, poppy, gregory and the hawk, ethel cain, epic rap battles of history

songs

all is full of love (björk), saint (björk), come to me (björk), darling i want to destroy you (afi), i know i'm a wolf (discovery of an afterlife), knife prty (deftones), her (poppy), the sea is a good place to think of the future (los campesinos!), the carpal tunnel of love (fall out boy), jennifer's body (hole)

characters

lola pacini (degrassi), widowmaker (overwatch), illari quispe ruiz (overwatch), mikuru asahina (tmohs)

other

sociology, psychology, criminology, sanrio, barbie, poetry, piracy, roleplaying, graphic design, web design, creative writing, scrapbooking, typology, loving, caring, healing

kinlist

here are some lovely angels i greatly relate to and find a lot of comfort in. B

lola pacini B degrassi

zofia bosak B rainbow six siege

illari B overwatch

ashley B better watch out

widowmaker B overwatch

jordana bevan B submarine

quinni gallagher-jones B heartbreak high

penelope garcia B criminal minds

(mega) audino B pokemon

(mega) absol B pokemon

love-a-lot bear B care bears

usami/monomi B danganronpa

pokedex entries

Gardevoir - Sapphire
Gardevoir has the psychokinetic power to distort the dimensions and create a small black hole. This Pokémon will try to protect its Trainer even at the risk of its own life.

Lucario - Shield
It can tell what people are thinking. Only Trainers who have justice in their hearts can earn this Pokémon’s trust.

Gallade - Shield
Sharply attuned to others’ wishes for help, this Pokémon seeks out those in need and aids them in battle.

Alomomola - Y
It gently holds injured and weak Pokémon in its fins. Its special membrane heals their wounds.

Absol - Moon
Although it's said to bring disaster, in actuality, this Pokémon possesses a calm disposition and warns people of any crises that loom.

Dragonite - Ruby/Sapphire
It's a kindhearted Pokémon. If it spots a drowning person or Pokémon, Dragonite simply must help them.

albums

departure songs

we lost the sea

the last dive of david shaw

utopia

björk

saint

emotion

carly rae jepsen

all that

one-x

three days grace

never too late

quotations

but you have always been so; always you came trustingly to all that is terrible. you have always wanted to caress every monster. a touch of warm breath, a little soft fur on its paw — and immediately you have been ready to love and lure it. — friedrich nietzsche, thus spake zarathustra

maybe you were put on this earth to be tender and loving during a time when you are expected to be cruel and calloused. — tumblr user lonestarboyfriend

and suddenly i’m an angel on the cutting room floor, wearing gore, a blank stare, not much more [...] here’s my prayer: that what happens to girls like me who die dirty, give it up with a shudder like pleasure— pray that when we’re killed as martyrs, we get loved like saints. — daphne gottlieb, slut

but who prays for satan? who in eighteen centuries has had the common humanity to pray for the one sinner that needed it most? — mark twain

i am a lovable object. — ellias lonsdale, inside degrees

you'll be given love, you'll be taken care of / you'll be given love, you have to trust it [...] twist your head around, it's all around you / all is full of love, all around you. — björk, all is full of love

we help everyone in danger, even people who are unkind. — care bears (episode 3: braces)

you yourself are your biggest supporter! if you can learn to love yourself... that love will continue to support you for the rest of your life. — monomi, super danganronpa 2

let me guide you to a place where no one hurts you / you are safe here with me. — lil peep, teen romance

it is a nightmare image of the power and horror of female sexuality. — teeth (2007)

i'll give you everything i have, i'll teach you everything i know / i promise, i'll do better [...] with every heartbeat i have left, i will defend your every breath, and i'll do better / 'cause you are loved, you are loved more than you know. — sleeping at last, light

themes

• bodily autonomy and sovereignty: reclaiming control over one’s body in environments where power, violence, or societal norms attempt to strip it away. this theme explores not just survival but the reclamation of choice, identity, and physical autonomy. characters confront forces that aim to reduce them to objects of control, pushing back against external dominance and asserting agency through acts of defiance, whether quiet or explosive.


• male violence and dominance: exploring how patriarchal systems impose control—physically, emotionally, and psychologically—over female characters. power manifests in everything from personal relationships to societal structures, shaping how women navigate oppression. i’m drawn to how characters resist or sometimes even succumb to these dynamics, unpacking the personal cost of both survival and resistance, and how it impacts their identity.


• misogyny and internalized misogyny: examining the pervasive societal oppression that women face, not just externally but within themselves. internalized misogyny complicates relationships, forcing characters to navigate harmful beliefs about gender that have shaped their identities. whether they have internalized being “not like other girls” or perpetuate the very ideals they wish to escape, i love analyzing how these tensions influence their connections with others and their sense of self.


• objectification: the dehumanization of female characters, reducing them to objects—whether sexualized, commodified, or dominated by societal roles. through this lens, i enjoy breaking down how women’s bodies are treated as things to be controlled or owned, and how they fight to reclaim their personhood. the process of rejecting this reduction, and the creative ways in which they rebuild their identity, fascinates me.


• female sexuality and power: the conflict between societal control of female sexuality and a character’s pursuit of autonomy. i explore how female sexuality is both weaponized against women and reclaimed as a source of empowerment. characters walk the line between subversion and suppression, transforming something often used to control them into a means of liberation. their navigation of this tension offers a powerful commentary on both oppression and freedom.


• transformation and weaponization of vulnerability: characters turning their perceived weaknesses—often born from trauma or societal oppression—into strength. the journey from victimhood to empowerment is central here, as characters find ways to use the very things that were meant to break them as tools for survival and defiance. i’m fascinated by how these transformations occur, especially when vulnerability is no longer something to hide from but to wield as a weapon.


• resistance against oppression: characters battling not just external systems of control—like societal expectations or physical domination—but also their own internalized struggles. resistance can take many forms, whether through violent rebellion, quiet endurance, or acts of subtle defiance. i love unraveling how characters carve out spaces of autonomy and survival, often in the smallest of actions, and the strength it takes to stand against ingrained forces of control.

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